Yes, it’s true. Finally an update to the lost thought that is my site. I’ve been meaning to get back to writing an update once a week or so for a while, but have yet to find the time. Life seems to be picking up pace with the change in weather.  Getting time to sit and relax seems to be pretty low on the priority list as things seems to come up.

Anyways, just checking in to say hi, and that I haven’t forgotten about ya.

Just wanted to say I’m sorry for not posting anything in a while.  Not a whole lot to say,  so the things that do need to get said, are told directly to my audience .

Recently my grandfather’s health has gone downhill, not that it’s the reason i haven’t posted; but I have found myself reflecting a lot on memories of him and my grandmother. Today was especially hard since he’s been moved to an assisted living, and my relatives have been cleaning out his house.

Seeing his house emptied out,  and piles of trash made me take a few last looks around. Vague memories of playing lego’s on the steps, to drinking my grandma’s iced tea. Playing pool in the basement and living there too for a short period of time. Of all the moves my family has made, all the houses we’ve built… nothing now has as much memories built up inside, then the house my grandfather build.

On the flip side, work has been a stable suck. I feel bits of my soul being lost each day i’m there, and the only thing that keeps me going is a friend that talks to me throughout the day. She is my rock, my shoulder, my everything.

On a side note, I’m also worried a little bit cuz i ended up with two migraines this week, which normally are 6 to 8 weeks apart. I’m hoping it’s just stress induced one, and there isn’t things going on inside my head to worry about.